I am sitting here laughing to myself. Of course I have to find a lump, at the same time, I am a emotional mess, due to my hormones being totally out of control; due to the fact that I have started the journey, to menopause.

I have made the dreaded phone call, for a appt. I am just waiting for the nurse to call back, so I can get in today. For some reason I am having a moment of calmness and it feels so good. Just like after you get out of a nice long hot bath.